The Changing Changes

Nothing ever remains constant, it is often said. Then what about the changes we undergo ? Does the transformation that we observe in ourselves temporary or is it going to stay with us for long or may be forever? We keep on growing and we have to grow until eternity. But sometimes our conscious does not want to accept certain changes we go through. Our mind says its going to turn out pretty good for you. But our soul tries to push us back to attain one such change which it does not feel comfortable with. It pushes us so hard that we start to dislike this change and feel so shitty about it. We start to curse ourselves as to how could this just happen. We start hating ourselves about it. Somewhere may be we know that the change is must but then we just cannot accept ourselves with that change. At every point we start contradicting ourselves. What we feel, what we want to and what we actually do, everything just gets knotted up. Reason being may be how would people perceive us after the change. No, the actual reason being how would we perceive ourselves after the change. When we are not liking ourselves in the mere transformation, there is this hundred and ten percent assurance that we would not like ourselves after we are transformed into something we never wanted to within. Its just that the circumstances made us to do so.

The thing is may be we attain this transformation. But that is just the layer that lies over us. Because we can never be someone our soul does not want us to be. We may enact upon our change but the irony is we are ever going to stay the same within and this layer of transformation is too going to fade away soon.

So these changes are never constant. You change and you come back to what you are what you love to be.

After all, changes keep changing.          

Happy Happier Happiest

I am happy. The world seems happier. Life is so happening people.Wow man ! I feel so rejuvenated. So excited. So calm. Irony it is ! I am insane. Yes I am. Everyone is. Insanity is fun people. Come on. It is worth enough. Every moment must be danced upon. Plug in your earphones and move and turn to the soft music or play the music loud and dance as if no one is looking. What am I writing ? Sounds so insane. Right? I love being insane at times. Life is so worth being insane. This is the moment. Live it. Cherish it. Dance to it. Whatever. Be you. Be true. Keep aside the regrets. Shunt out the grudges. Sing out loud or just hum to your tunes. This is all random I am writing. All random it is. To which I feel sometimes randomness is good do. Random thoughts. Random actions. Smile people and spread the smiles. Go on a cliff and listen to your echo. Make it last longer. Keep on inhaling the optimism people. Pessimism, just sieve that off.

Stay charming. Stay beautiful all
I'll be back soon.

I am happy. The world seems happier. Life is happening.   

Self Travel

In the vicinity of your spaces
Let the calmness emerge
For lets make serenity your aim
And shed the bag pack of worries
To smile is innocuous
Why suppress in gloom
Take a deep breath
And for once only bloom
Life is tender enough
Perceive it beyond perceptions
Travel beneath the stars
And cherish your own introspection
Be, what you ought to be
There may be unfinished parts
Nowhere lies perfection
Love the way you are
What if there lied some errors
Don't let the fallacies harm you
You are the one in the crowd
In the vicinity of your spaces
Be true, be you

The Failures of Contrast

Those were the hustling sounds
Still silence prevailed
It was all cracking down
And the numbness didn't fail

Glancing over again
The sensations pounced back
And now was the time
That emotions did whack

Both the times
The failure waved high
All could be done
Was just Sigh

The former and latter
Shall always last
May be its time
To figure out the contrast

Let It Be

Sometimes we need to stop finding answers to the questions that revolve in our mind. Why to let agonize ourselves and dilute our smiles. Sometimes " Let it be " is the only answer or may be the solution to our so called fears and problems. That is what I have learnt last year. Let it be and you see things automatically turn out in the way you want them to.

I am not saying that don't ever try to figure out the solutions to your problems. But when you feel that you are being woven more, at that point, just Let it be and you shall see the difference. 

We all have enough resonance to not let our mind and heart muddle up. So for once just Let it be and you shall feel so enhanced and this world shall seem more beautiful. 

Let it be people. Sometimes just Let it be. 

For Once

Walking the streets alone, for once
I dream
A little rain
And I hop over the puddles
Zilch to worry
I sway and spin
I whirl and twirl
To the songs I hear
I stop, eat, I walk again
I walk and walk
Until I reach eternity
Where I could just sit and write
Write till the ink goes dry
I walk back later
Now under the clear sky
I observe the rainbow
I promise myself
To be vibrant like these colours
I reach back
I sleep instantly
I have the best dreamless sleep
For my dream turned real
Though for once
Just once

Her Guy

She is beautiful. She is mature.People consider her a big girl. She is responsible enough. Irrespective of all these qualities she consider herself not so special. Nothing unusual she gets in herself. So here you may say that this girl or lady is considered to be an epitome of maturity, sensibility, responsibility and probably all certain bigness. But she feels she is ordinary and so like a very next door girl, she has some enlisted Must-Be-Qualities for her prince charming(Prince charming may sound cheesy).

There is just not one. A few of them maybe. But there is this one thing she thinks that would mainly strike the chord with her beloved and that is getting out her inner immaturity. She feels the person who could make her let out the so called 'bachpana' in her would be her soul mate. She loves being pampered, though she has never been. So someone who could pamper her holds the number one position.Sometimes she wants to act so crazy and go wild. She dreams for someone who could handle her crazy stupid actions she would like to do out of a sudden. Someone who for once could realize that yeah she may be mature but within she is a child who loves being insane at times and feels like not have this fully fledged big girl image.

So people she is not that big girl and the guy who acknowledges this, is her guy.